Saturday, August 10
at mj's hse now...wows.
the screen damn big...but nvm.
haix. so sad...they all eating noodles now.
and my hot water only started to boil
*hMMpHffZ*... okies lar.
qt fun baking cookies
hees. my 1st attempt w xm.
budden... haix. cun stand the teasings animore.
i dunno...how to say?!
4ever its me whose teased.
dun like it lorx.
shld stop ...rites?
nvm.
but things are going smoothly.
everything is being to take shape.
**hUUrrRaY***...
guess i go eat my noodles liaox.
can hear my stomach growling..
haix...when will that be done.
anw. stop that teasing...
haix.
gotta go...hafta say this.
there's jus so much wonderful memories that u put in my life...
even more than what my fam gives me...*sighzx*
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Friday, August 9
arrx.busted. again.
its funny how things work.
or perharps how weird life goes.
or how people feel.
or how one's feelings, mood can just be
so topsy-turvy,
one moment...u are so happy.
grinning from ear to ear,
the next u cld be hurt,
by some1 very dear.
but sighx.
perharps thats how life makes one preppy.
though it may be funny.
*** okies. jus crappin.
haix. hope today wld be so much better
than yesterday.
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wuz a bad choice not to miss the ndp and watch the performance.
*tralalal* duno. dun have the kind of national day feeling already.
haix. dittos. wuz a bad day today.
duno. hope this thing will come true for me.
then its not the end.
haix....
We Will Get There
Stefanie Sun Yan Zi
Music & Lyrics:
Dick Lee
Remember the days, we set out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine, when we thought that
Nothing could stand in our way?
Then things weren´t the same, the life that we knew had to change
We´ve struggled through, the darkest storms
We thought we couldn´t tame
Together we´ve tried, as we stood side by side
I knew we´d build a new world
A world of hope for ever after.
Chorus:
Deep in my heart I just know,
Right from the start, we will grow
Look where we are, we´ve come so far
And there´s still a long, long way to go.
With all of my heart, I will care
I´ll play my part, I will share
With family and friends, together we´ll stand
And in the end, hand in hand
We will get there
So now we begin, working together to win
Believing in trust, it must
Be possible to overcome anything.
There´s so much to do, there´s so much we can contribute
By sharing just a little love
We will start again anew
So why don´t we try? If we stand side by side
I know we´ll build a new world
A world of hope for ever after.
(Repeat Chorus)
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acks. lalal...
+ + + + + reminisiced at 02:30
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bleahx. geog's a total bore
jus peeping in for some break. n so sad...
nothing interestin in gbk~. bleahx...
thank goodness my eyes ain't soggy.
hate the way u make me cry.
do i still love u as my mum?!
or isit jus a damn nice and close form of addressment for
someone that is now so distant from me?!
haix. dunno why my sis is so addicted to neopets.
cun belive she's a freaking 13 yr old gal.
dunno larx. hope she knows how to manage her time well..
time management..oopsy. assem... the banner's out..think its
damn nice.
hmmx. need alot of help with my cosine, sine rule... arrx
kaox. some woman is freakingly nehnehin.. XXX nvm.
she jus sucks
guess i'd better siams... hope the ndp parade wld be interesting
later on..
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Thursday, August 8
hate it.
incessant naggins + defeaning silence.
duno...very soon i'll say bye ...
sheesh. too addicted to blog.
have to go.
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yikes.morning everyone! stop thinking about THAT!
hees. have a great day ahead....
my soles still ache. acks.
dun ever make me cry/depress. it just gets dumber thinking of that.
am really looking forward to the morning of sat.
enjoy xm's,rj's,wen's etc.'s company. bleahx. cookie baking~
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Isaac Asimov
"
Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
+ + + + + reminisiced at 08:09
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lalalas. so bleahsdfoifdsfd.
hees. relationships between me + my family
members are really weird. sometimes..we'll be
close. sometimes, i am just the one whose the
whole total mistake or err.. sometimes.
its just the climate. but haix. hope it remains what
it is like now. so peaceful..so calm. serenity fills in.
like the way it is nows...
*enjoyin*
and arrx. my maid is trying to make me grow
fatter...haha...with all her scrumptious dishes...bleahx.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 07:33
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was really damn freaked out when i head my sis
had played truant. all those negative thoguhts came into my
mind. though i was reassured that it was some silly old mistake
that some toopid tution center made..but it really make me feel v
worried...like ... what if... something actually happens. and this time, its for real?
it was really so messy just now. 1 phone call after another. kept
hearing the call waiting beep + was abit lost for which to ans.
there was class stuff..huahui stuff...family stuff..the 4 calls in one.
relieved was i when i got the last 2 calls. in a time like this
[[well this time, one of them mattered so much as to life+death *choy
***maybe jus my diverse imagination]]]
but if something really serious had happened. and u cld help in it. and like all those calls jus came like
simultaneously just now.... honestly, who/what wld u have chosen?!
hmmx the priority of the matters were to be of the same critical levelst?!
friend/foe/or family?!
all is calm now. funny. jus now was so hectic.
perharps it was another test of making choices...oh wells
+ + + + + reminisiced at 06:25
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home sweet home. at last.
just came from bugis with wendy + ruijun.
bleahx. its good when there ain't too many
people...no fear of too many comments.
but its really bad when it comes to money.
haix. but HEY~ we managed to tide over it.
we bought alot of stuffs today. and realised
all those stuffs are like with me nows. *bleahx*
again. but nvm...dun mind so relieved.
at least we got almost all of the materials to be bought,
bought. now we only lack that free element + food-for-thought~.
hmmx. was fun. haha.
the conversation with them and all.
wen's blurrness...rj's lameness...our tiredness.
our brokeness....our bargaining-ness.... hahax.
[[[ know what?! we caused one of those shops at bras basah
complex to lose like $10? ]]
[[ poor (old) guy(s)/(uncles). they'll probably be scared
of any other IJ girls... manz.]]
[[and that simlim squareportion of our trip in bugis
made it so clear that guys are easier to bargain with. much,
much easier!!! or maybe those 2 girls were just too bit*hing.
the white eye ... + all ***hMmpFfs*** ]]
the time in school aft the "recess" we had together was so mad.
that zhang bu bu so bad lorx...din give us time to discuss but
jus wanted the monitors+prefect to help her with the synergise
thing. not tt i am lamenting. but *arrx* so sad. no one came up with
any outcome or whatsoever. became sorta a 'ghost' class + everyone having
their lil grp discussions when we made our way back. budden...haha...
somehow someone took out her cameo..+ took grn hse pix b4 we came back.
../// den we took greenie'pix again...and it was followed by the abrupt appearance
of many other's cameo... [[[ and Tomoko's kawaii's ca-me-ra ]]] !!!
the photo[genic] ((perharps)) part of my class...
**includin me! hah...love taking pix!**
began to pose for many pix. haha. so damn lame. i guess there was about 20 ++
flashes?!so sad...i din noe how to speak japanese except for some simple ones l
ike watashiwa,konichiwa, sumaisen, ohaiyou...
dunno how to spell liaox..and the list goes on..
.but limiting to simple, basic, jap. hees. but Tomokow was v nice.
and me+her took some really spas pictures. anw...hope
that gurl wld enjoy her stay till like the 18th?!
haix. tired nows. budden duno. suddenly felt zesty.
jus that my soles are aching. hmmx. still thinking of how to train for 2.4.
my trial run sux. had that spas backache + din run properly...
maybe shall run in the morn tml. but guess wad.
my family's going m'sia agains. had wished so much
so we would stay at home 4 tml. well at least...we'll be
on with our own chores till like evening...and be able togather together
with the national day spirit? now...cannot make it arr, cannot make it arr....
kept thinking about some things i told myself i shun. like everything's out liaox. but what if i wld grow to detest what i get?! like something that i din even want initially?!
but arrx. whats the point right? hope...somehow. what i want wld be waht i getstop it.
but it really seems so so hard. but what if. i regret for life.
oh yah..evil said something about some survey job.
hopefully we'll be able to go down for the walk-in
interview soon. but ...my grades suck. what shall tml be like?!.
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Wednesday, August 7
hell.my mum's forever damn mean to me. arrx. duno larx.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 15:22
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my pri. sch classmates are just so cute.
haix. my used-to-be close fwen in sec 1
is now so totally different. though we still
have like 2 things in common?! we only see
some similarity in one of the common thing.
she's really like not telling me things instead of
the past. and i am really to start to think that i
am used. pengx. i duno. missed the
nice fwenship we had back then. wun say who
or whtr we are not friends. but haix. i duno. she isn't
what she was. missed the old times. but
still hafta work with her. dunno. hope she wun be
so.... XXXX?!
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haha...jus realised that that chunk of 'er' could be used for my
assembly item!!! it rhymes~.
so nice jus now. went home as seasons...so nice
can.its really has been long since we went off together.
..and we went to swing + everything... and really open up to
talk. its been long. realised i miss those times.
hmmx. heard some stuffs that made me feel
qt happy..and honoured. really
supposed to.... m i really impratical? but...it =dare to dream"
haha. dunno. guess our trip home together...
[[[though with all those spas teasing]]]
made me feel really much much more happier~.
love seasons.love huahui. love 25jie. love, me.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 05:03
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haix. i duno. having mixed feelings.jus had interview
bleahx. some things should have been said. and i didn't.
i duno. arrx.really
jus not what i am. whats wrong.
no longer. cheery. no longer. hardworkin.
total slacker. mind's a lacker. what a hecker.
seems not to matter.
but its serioous matter. who m i now. what m i ?
OOOh...!
+ + + + + reminisiced at 01:48
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Tuesday, August 6
lalal...
lalal.
kanglin the national day flag
bleahx.
haix.
okies.
blarhs. freak.
damn scared nows. assembly item?!! but maybe last- min is
the only aid.
but....
this time...its like 1 whole hour allocated to us
, for the school.
arrx. the other ppl dun realli seem to care.
nex wk. 2 tests . or is it 3? aiyah. dunno larx.
not even doing well for anything AT ALL.
just handed in the maths hw i did not long ago,.
and ...
i tink i am such a
arrx. sucks. why mus maths be so hard.
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weird. sicks. arrx. so so tired nows.
really gettin sick of xubie + assembly item.
working with manda was really wrong choice
sorry to say...but yah. haix. told her i not free this wk liaox + she
seem to really heck.+ suddenly saes she's buzi.
2 weeks is seriously not enough.
bsides..everyone's so self-centred. who wld wan to
stay back nex week jus to rehearse?!freak! realli dun feel like calling.
but who will do it if i dun?.... ===shall call first===
freak. arrx. duno. seems like everyone's NOT available.
not even a mere half an hr. or i meant ppl that i tink shld stay.
bleahx.
so sad can. we all wanted to use old ava for xubie .
and coz of the dumb dumb!! pri section....they jus
have to have oral that day.! we cun use that vicinity~.so sad lorx.
arrx.den that toopid prob for my dear fwen. haix..... ok.
really very tired. thank god no test or h/w due.
sheesh. tink wil have to stay back to rush owed h/w.
realli dunwan mrs christina tan to get pissed with me.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 06:45
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Monday, August 5
:. conclusion .:
sure fail my chem ....
so darn hard lorx. arrx! and what is wrong with the timings here?!
what a mess.. haix. hope by the end of the day...
things will go well. arrx. okies. damn worried for chemistry nows.
moLe cOncEpT?!!
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eveytime something is settled. sumthing has to be msessed up.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 21:12
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risky~
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wows. thank god i didn't have the urge to feel so damn depressed jus now.
my comp is still working finely. except for some .jpg + .mp3
files that still cun open. arrx. and the 30 000 files that were infected with the virus..jus gone.
the numbers are still rising. so pengsy. and sumone jus had to call me to tell me
that my comp jus crashed...and gotta reboot.... "thanx" man~
jus got home. + both my sisters ain't at home.
even my maid' s not around. feel so empty.
i mean.. a monday home, alone? haix. have got chem to mug.
i realli hope the test wun end up like my geog *choy*....
jus flunk my geog. thanx to misinterpretation.. guess my predictions
are so so correct. begining to dread xubie...its too aCkz!
anw. i tink i am beginning to enjoy being with them agains.
hahas. so mad + everything. but things are moving according to schedule.
qt good larx. realli wanna b vp. but m i up to it?
okies. failed my geog by so SO much.
shan't allow that to happen....
i still wanna go VJC wans!!!
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Sunday, August 4
I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say
[Pre-Chorus]
Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say
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